2 days in a row I woke up And looked at the clock 8:22 And I am thinking about you No, not you You Not you You You, get out of the way. Yes you there, sitting in the corner, I am talking to you. I’ve said this in the past You’ve crept. Once into …
Awareness of Self, Change is Upon Us
It's hard to stand on your own two feet and face the world as a new person. Some people in your life won't be ready for it. No matter how hard you try to ease into your change, I can almost guarantee you it won't be subtle to anyone but you. Have you ever noticed …
What Makes Sense Anyway?
Sense has gone out the window. And I don’t care. I could allow myself to sit and think Poke holes in everything I see. But I don’t want to. It’s like I can’t think My thoughts have been cleaned All negative energy has been sucked out of me I have seen my memories drift from …
The Ego and Self Love, Who Will Back Down First?
My ego is like an lion. It can relax in the shade with the hum of flies filling the air, but it will attack at the first sign of trouble. Do I enjoy this about myself? No. Am I better than I was in the past? Of course. In my last post I began talking …
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Human Existence, Short Thoughts, Long Poem
Here we are... Living the same life but lacking the understanding of what that actually means. You are living the same life as me. Just one step in either direction. That is the difference between you and anyone. Listen up, and I will tell you how I see this story. Please, listen. For without each …
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Spiritual Awakening, Why I Write?
My spirit, my soul, my higher self, is always talking to me. How often am I listening? Not as often as I'd like. It is not anyone's fault but my own that I keep talking in circles. I know that searching for the right time or the right string of words is ridiculous. I am …
Fantasies
I met you in a pen Among words that dripped in tears With sentences strung together under fear In the structure of a poem I found your name And in my eyes you where made. My love and curiosity has brought us here. ... Do you remember the day you learned my name? The hour? …
The Four Agreements, Self Judgement vs. Social Judgement
From the card Don't take anything personally: become immune to poison. The whole world can gossip about you and if you don't take it personally, you are immune. Immunity to poison in the middle of hell is the gift of the second agreement. From me Do you remember the last time you heard someone was …
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Does the Past Exist? Part 2
Continue reading from Does the Past Exist? Part 1 "Normally, I would walk away from the mission completely, or get what I was looking for and just leave. Normally, I would walk away from the mess, and tell myself that I would come back tomorrow, or the next day, or never. No matter what, the …
Does the Past Exist? Part 1
Today is September 20th, 2017. What you are about to read is from May something or other, 2014. Without giving to much detail, I just want to say that 2014 was the year I began realizing that I was waking up to all that surrounds me. This is the first thing I had written in …