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Posted on July 20, 2017December 1, 2017

Death and Dying of the Ego Part 1

I've asked for help and I've been ignored. You've offered and I've turned away. What have I done wrong? Where is that helping hand for my weary mind and tried bones? What do I sound like in my time of need? Is my voice the same when you come to me? Am I confident and …

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“Truly, whatever arises in life is the right material to bring about your growth and the growth of those around you. This, in a word, is art – and this art we call “life” is a practice suitable to both men and gods. Everything contains some special purpose and a hidden blessing”

-Marcus Aurelius

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Recently, and for some length of time, I had a bad case of the “used tos”. . I used to have a home of my own. Decorated by me. Care for by me. It was full of things I loved. Things from my past that I cherished. . It was also not the best fit for me. I could feel it in my skin and my bones. An unwavering anxiety that was always pointing me in the wrong direction. . I would feel this anxiety like a vibration surrounding my entire aura. Encapsulating every atom. Pulsating in my mind until I snapped. . Snap there goes my friendships. There goes my drive to be a part of any thing. Snap, down falls my reputation. There goes my career. There goes who I was. . I used to define myself and allow others to define me. . I used to think I was a good person, a great person, a liked person. I used to believe that my life was exactly as I perceived it. I used to trust people easily. . I’ve been accused of being gullible. Of being naive. Disconnected. Recently, I heard I am not seeing things clearly. . I used be so bothered by all the judgements, and assumptions I hear in speech. I used to believe that my ability to read between the lines was my imagination. . I used too feel like I was losing my mind. Like somewhere in between birth and now I was in control, and I had something to lose in the first place. . I used to put up with a lot of shit, from everywhere and everyone. . I was deep, in a strong adjustment period. At times I’d come off too strong. At times I was much too quiet. I used to feel like the adjustment period was temporary, like one day I would finally be done growing. . Nope. . I used to sit around feeling like, any of those things I was reminiscing about were real. . Instead of remembering what I just said, please just remember this: “I love sitting in the sun, and feeling the rays beat down on my skin.” . . . #universe #cosmos #responsibility #oneness #weareallone #loveyourself #betheexample #youarethecenteroftheuniverse #transformation #pleaseforgiveme #iloveyou #thankyou #mindfulness #surrender #loveandlight #lightworker #CEO #intuition #poetry #poem #writing #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig ##writingcommunity #poets #honingyourreality
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