It's hard to stand on your own two feet and face the world as a new person. Some people in your life won't be ready for it. No matter how hard you try to ease into your change, I can almost guarantee you it won't be subtle to anyone but you. Have you ever noticed …
The Ego and Self Love, Who Will Back Down First?
My ego is like an lion. It can relax in the shade with the hum of flies filling the air, but it will attack at the first sign of trouble. Do I enjoy this about myself? No. Am I better than I was in the past? Of course. In my last post I began talking …
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Spiritual Awakening, It Is Not Magic
Experiencing a spiritual awaken is not magic, it is real work. I can tell you first hand, waking up is like getting slapped across the face, hard, and then every time you begin to fall back to sleep you are shaken violently. Shaken so hard it makes your head spin and your ears ring. I …
Is Your Soul on Fire?
I was born in the wrong time I experience the wrong reality I woke up in the wrong frame. I burned through time with a fire that I have named. A nickname. A pet name. A secret phrase I choose to keep. An inside joke, and you’re dying to take a peek. I was written …
Spiritual Awakening, Why I Write?
My spirit, my soul, my higher self, is always talking to me. How often am I listening? Not as often as I'd like. It is not anyone's fault but my own that I keep talking in circles. I know that searching for the right time or the right string of words is ridiculous. I am …
Love is Your Only Way Back
I don't know where you are Or what you look like anymore I never know what you are doing And I can no longer recognize your scent And your taste has been wiped from my memory. I try, to picture you I try, to see you in my mind I search for you in my …
The Four Agreements, Self Judgement vs. Social Judgement
From the card Don't take anything personally: become immune to poison. The whole world can gossip about you and if you don't take it personally, you are immune. Immunity to poison in the middle of hell is the gift of the second agreement. From me Do you remember the last time you heard someone was …
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Maybe Love
I have looked in your eyes and seen your soul. The cover up The pain The lies Your dreams Your hopes Your desires I have felt lifetimes pour out of your mouth. I have seen the story of existence through your tongue. You weren't-in control-then You couldn't-fight me-off I've been labeled an infection with no …
Letting Go of Fear
I tend to be away for days Because you've push me into the sea repeatedly. I used to believe that the salt sting was for me. You tend to use the wind to create extra space. You call it the natural flow. I used to dance with your hands in my hair Because you told …
Does the Past Exist? Part 2
Continue reading from Does the Past Exist? Part 1 "Normally, I would walk away from the mission completely, or get what I was looking for and just leave. Normally, I would walk away from the mess, and tell myself that I would come back tomorrow, or the next day, or never. No matter what, the …