Experiencing a spiritual awaken is not magic, it is real work. I can tell you first hand, waking up is like getting slapped across the face, hard, and then every time you begin to fall back to sleep you are shaken violently. Shaken so hard it makes your head spin and your ears ring. I …
Finding My True Self, Self Judgement is Real
Here I am, struggling again with too many thoughts. This post started out titled "Dreams Part 2," I thought I was going to dive into my beliefs on how society shapes our desires, and creates a world were people lose themselves to consumerism. Edit after edit, the post turned into a cut and paste nightmare …
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Waking up is Hard to do
There are times when I can't help but wonder how other people experience life. I might allow my mind to entertain fantasies about how other people live for days before I stop, and remind myself that it doesn't matter how other people experience reality. Even though I know this, it doesn't stop my obsessive brain …
Inspiration in Unlikely Places
Throughout my journey of self discovery, I have found guidance in so many places. Guidance is everywhere we look. The universe is always sending us messages, it is the listening, that we have to improve on. Sometimes I am too busy to listen, too distracted, or too judgmental to hear anything. Sometimes I actively try …