2 days in a row I woke up And looked at the clock 8:22 And I am thinking about you No, not you You Not you You You, get out of the way. Yes you there, sitting in the corner, I am talking to you. I’ve said this in the past You’ve crept. Once into …
Hidden Self
I had written of missing you before I experience your form. Loved you before you were born. I told the story of us meeting through pieces of my past. I created your pain and all of your struggles. Hand picked your fears, your smile, and I crafted your tears. I sang your voice into my …
Awareness of Self, Change is Upon Us
It's hard to stand on your own two feet and face the world as a new person. Some people in your life won't be ready for it. No matter how hard you try to ease into your change, I can almost guarantee you it won't be subtle to anyone but you. Have you ever noticed …
The Ego and Self Love, Who Will Back Down First?
My ego is like an lion. It can relax in the shade with the hum of flies filling the air, but it will attack at the first sign of trouble. Do I enjoy this about myself? No. Am I better than I was in the past? Of course. In my last post I began talking …
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Spiritual Awakening, It Is Not Magic
Experiencing a spiritual awaken is not magic, it is real work. I can tell you first hand, waking up is like getting slapped across the face, hard, and then every time you begin to fall back to sleep you are shaken violently. Shaken so hard it makes your head spin and your ears ring. I …
Is Your Soul on Fire?
I was born in the wrong time I experience the wrong reality I woke up in the wrong frame. I burned through time with a fire that I have named. A nickname. A pet name. A secret phrase I choose to keep. An inside joke, and you’re dying to take a peek. I was written …
The Four Agreements, Day 1 of 48
I have already boasted about my love of the book, The Four Agreements in my previous post, Inspiration in Unlikely Places. The Four Agreements has a set of companion cards that pull key lessons out of the book. There are 12 cards for each agreement, for a total of 48 cards. When I purchased the …
There is Never a Calm
I misplaced myself for a while. Feeling pretentious and full of shit. Allowing my own judgments to cloud my mind and shut everything out. During this time I was very convincing. But on the surface there was a crack. I saw it. I saw the light. I saw the storm raging toward me. I picked …