A Journey to Living Now
2 days in a row I woke up And looked at the clock 8:22 And I am thinking about you No, not you You Not you You You, get out of the way. Yes you there, sitting in the corner, I am talking to you. I’ve said this in the past You’ve crept. Once into …
I had written of missing you before I experience your form. Loved you before you were born. I told the story of us meeting through pieces of my past. I created your pain and all of your struggles. Hand picked your fears, your smile, and I crafted your tears. I sang your voice into my …
It's hard to stand on your own two feet and face the world as a new person. Some people in your life won't be ready for it. No matter how hard you try to ease into your change, I can almost guarantee you it won't be subtle to anyone but you. Have you ever noticed …
Sense has gone out the window. And I don’t care. I could allow myself to sit and think Poke holes in everything I see. But I don’t want to. It’s like I can’t think My thoughts have been cleaned All negative energy has been sucked out of me I have seen my memories drift from …
My ego is like an lion. It can relax in the shade with the hum of flies filling the air, but it will attack at the first sign of trouble. Do I enjoy this about myself? No. Am I better than I was in the past? Of course. In my last post I began talking …
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Experiencing a spiritual awaken is not magic, it is real work. I can tell you first hand, waking up is like getting slapped across the face, hard, and then every time you begin to fall back to sleep you are shaken violently. Shaken so hard it makes your head spin and your ears ring. I …
I was born in the wrong time I experience the wrong reality I woke up in the wrong frame. I burned through time with a fire that I have named. A nickname. A pet name. A secret phrase I choose to keep. An inside joke, and you’re dying to take a peek. I was written …
Here I am, struggling again with too many thoughts. This post started out titled "Dreams Part 2", where I was going to dive into my beliefs on how society shapes our desires, and creates a world were people lose themselves to consumerism. Edit after edit, the post turned into a cut and paste nightmare with …
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